Diaper Dependance 4 | Sarnoga Lyrics, Meaning & Videos

@Rachel-ls3ln

Something I had to really learn in life was that I had to swallow my pride, it doesn't mean that I still don't get nervous but I had to realize that true friends are people that are understanding especially when it comes to personal situations. Because it was getting so hard to hide things I had to decide to tell just about everybody who was close to me about my issues. For the most part though just about everyone was completely understanding right off the bat and didn't think much of it. I still keep everything in my closet including diapers that don't fit in my drawer and my diaper pail. After being open with my friends and finding out who really was the true friend I don't worry like I used to when I have someone come over or when I go over to a friend's house and I have to go to the bathroom with my purse. And and if you cases I had friends that wanted to help make things easier and one of them set up a separate trash can underneath their sink in the bathroom and told me if I needed to dispose of something to just put it in that special trash can and let her know then she would dispose of it for me so I wouldn't have to walk out in front of other people with my purse looking obviously bigger than it was originally. I can't say that everyone will have the same experience as me but a big part in growing as who we are is learning that true friends and family won't judge and that their understanding and learning to be open about things especially stuff which we can't control. I still do the same things I used to to try to hide it but not in fear of people finding out but just so that it doesn't become part of a conversation. And I will say that my life has been so much easier now that I don't have to worry so much about the people around me thinking anything of me other than just simply who I am.