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Saliva [gen-thylon] Lyrics, Meaning & Videos

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Updated on March 16, 2026

Always
Saliva [gen-thylon] Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things
That you would probably hide
Am I your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry

Always, always, always, always, always, always

I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I feel, like you don't want me around,
I guess I'll pack all my things,
I guess I'll see you around,
It's all been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door,
All I can hear is the sound

Always, always, always, always, always, always,
I just can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you

I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart

Always, always, always, always

I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man
Was it all, just a part of your plan
This pistol's shakin' in my hands
And all I hear is the sound

I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door
And now I'm done with you

I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you

I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore
This life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor

And now I'm done with you
Always, always, always


Overall Meaning

The song "Always" by Saliva [gen-thylon] talks about a relationship that's coming to an end. The singer is hearing a voice that's making them realize that maybe the person they love is not all that they appear to be. They question whether they are the reason why their partner breathes, or whether they are just the reason why their partner cries. The singer is torn between wanting to be with their partner and wanting to leave them. They love them, hate them, and can't seem to get around them. They can't live without them and yet they just can't take anymore of this life of solitude that they've had to live while being with them.


The second verse talks about the singer realizing that their partner doesn't want them around anymore. They pack up their things and walk out the door, and all they can hear is the sound of their heart breaking. The chorus repeats the idea that the singer can't live without their partner, but they also can't take the pain anymore. They are done with this relationship.


The last verse is more intense than the first two. The singer can see the blood on their partner's hands and they question whether everything was just part of their partner's plan. The singer is holding a gun and is about to take drastic action. The song ends with the singer saying that they can't live without their partner, but they are done with them.


Overall, the song talks about the ups and downs of a relationship and how sometimes it's hard to make the decision to leave someone you love. It highlights the pain that comes with a relationship that's coming to an end and how the singer is pushed to their breaking point.


Line by Line Meaning

I hear a voice say "Don't be so blind"
Someone is telling me that I need to open my eyes and see the truth.


It's telling me all these things
This person is revealing to me secrets that you would keep hidden.


That you would probably hide
These secrets are things that you would not share with me willingly.


Am I your one and only desire
I am questioning whether I am the only one you truly want and need.


Am I the reason you breathe
I am wondering if I am the only thing keeping you alive and motivated.


Or am I the reason you cry
I am questioning if I am the source of your sadness and pain.


Always, always, always, always, always, always
No matter what, I always feel the same way about you.


I just can't live without you
I am unable to imagine my life without you and your presence.


I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
My feelings for you are a complicated mess and I cannot escape them.


I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
You are an integral part of my being that I depend on to survive.


I just can't take anymore
I am at the end of my rope and cannot handle any more pain or loneliness.


This life of solitude
My life without you is a constant state of isolated misery.


I guess that I'm out the door
I have made the decision to leave this relationship behind.


And now I'm done with you
I have closed the door on you and our past together.


I feel, like you don't want me around,
I believe that you do not value my presence or company.


I guess I'll pack all my things,
I have decided to leave and take all of my belongings with me.


I guess I'll see you around,
I am accepting that this may be the end of our relationship.


It's all been bottled up until now
I have kept all of my emotions and feelings suppressed until this point.


As I walk out your door,
I am leaving and do not plan to return.


All I can hear is the sound
My mind is focused only on the sound of leaving and moving forward.


I left my head around your heart
I allowed my emotions to cloud my judgment and become too invested in the relationship.


Why would you tear my world apart
You have caused destruction and pain to my life and everything I held dear.


I see, the blood all over your hands
You are responsible for causing harm and damage to the relationship.


Does it make you feel, more like a man
You are using your actions to assert dominance and control in the relationship.


Was it all, just a part of your plan
Your actions were intentional and premeditated, all part of a larger scheme or agenda.


This pistol's shakin' in my hands
I am feeling frustrated and overwhelmed to the point of physical trembling.


I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
Despite everything, I still feel a deep attachment and dependence on you.


I just can't take anymore
I have reached my limit and cannot handle any more pain or disappointment.


I pick myself off the floor
I am ready to move on and stand up for myself.


Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: PAUL ALLEN CROSBY, CHRISTOPHER JON DABALDO, BOB MARLETTE, DAVID A. NOVOTNY, JOSEPH SCOTT SAPPINGTON, WAYNE A. SWINNY

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